This is a book of essays original published in various magazines. A few of the essays are purely personal—one is about the time his brother was electrocuted by a guitar amplifier and experienced a temporary personality change, another about how Sullivan allowed his house to be used as the setting for a TV show for a couple of years.
But the majority of the essays were likely the results of assignments, like: “Go see what this Christian rock festival is like,” or “Go talk to these guys who are exploring prehistoric Indian caves in Tennessee,” or “Go interview Bunny Wailer, the last surviving member of Bob Marley’s band.”
For either type of essay, Sullivan has wit, charm, and intelligence to spare. I cannot help but envy Sullivan’s writing. I want to analyze his sentences, the way a guitar player might want to play Jimi Hendrix’s solos over and over again at slow speeds. How does he do it? Here he is explaining why he felt the need to buy a house when his wife was eight months pregnant:
We lived in a one-bedroom apartment, the converted ground floor of an antebellum house, on a noisy street downtown, with an eccentric upstairs neighbor, Keef, from Leland, who told me that I was a rich man—that’s how he put it, “Y’er a rich man, ain’t ye?”—who told us that he was going to shoot his daughter’s boyfriend with an ultra-accurate sniper rifle he owned, for filling his daughter full of drugs, “shoot him below the knee,” he said,” that way they caint get ye with intent to kill.” Keef had been a low-level white supremacist and still bore a few unfortunate tatoos, but he told us he’d lost his racism when, on a cruise in the Bahamas, he’d saved a drowning black boy’s life, in the on-ship pool, and by this conversion experience, “came to love some blacks.” He later fell off a two-story painting ladder and broke all his bones.
Sometimes Sullivan writes in the pure third-person, as when he analyzes Michael Jackson’s life and times in a poignant and highly empathic essay:
Michael finds himself back in the old Motown building for a day, doing some video mixing, when Berry Gordy approaches and asks him to be in the twenty-fifth-anniversary special on NBC. Michael demurs. A claustrophobic moment for him. All that business, his brothers, Motown, the Jackson 5, the past: that’s all a cocoon he’s been writhing inside of, finally chewing through. He knows that “Billie Jean” has exploded; he’s becoming something else. But the animal inside him that is his ambition senses the opportunity. He strikes his legendary deal with Gordy, that he’ll perform with his brothers if he’s allowd to do one of his own solo, post-Motown hits as well. Gordy agrees.
More often Sullivan plays a role in these odd tales, either a supporting role or a starring one. In the first essay, the one about the Christian rock festival, he describes how he has had to rent a 29-foot motor home to attend the festival (“do you want to know what it’s like to drive a windmill with tires down the Pennsylvania Turnpike at rush hour by your lonesome, with darting bug-eyes and shaking hands?”). Once on site he bonds with a group of guys from West Virginia. Sullivan makes it clear that he is not now an evangelical Christian, but during the course of his story he reveals that he was one for a time in high school. His involvement with the West Virginians seems intended to prove, both to them and to us, that he is not some effete liberal snob come to rain contempt on the ignorant evangelicals. Almost instinctively, I was waiting for a bit of such disdain—maybe not in pure form, but perhaps admixed with bits of respect and bemusement. It isn’t that he isn’t able to admire bits of absurdity here and there, but overall the article is as much about Sullivan’s own quest for spiritual sustenance as it is about the seekers, hucksters, and crackpots he meets.
