My Struggle is a six-volume autobiographical novel by Norwegian author Karl Ove Knausgaard. It was written between 2008 and 2011 and is being translated into English at the rate of about one volume a year.
To read My Struggle is to share the author’s life as it unspools across the page. You are in his head as he remembers events from his life. The various episodes sprawl across 50, 100, or 200 pages. There is nothing extraordinary about these narrative segments, except that they are never marshaled toward a tidy conclusion. They are a kind of texture or fabric, a state of mind.
Since reading the first volume I have been thinking a bit about the experience of sharing an author’s life in this way. And it made me think of…dogs.
Some people are dog people. Two of my three siblings have hardly ever been without a dog throughout their adult lives. My third sibling and I, on the other hand, are not dog people. I like dogs, but then I imagine standing in a cold rain with a bag on my hand.
I imagine that a large part of the attraction, for many dog people, is to have a certain kind of sympathetic companion consciousness—specifically a silent one. You can talk to a dog, you can adjust your mood to match your dog’s, or even change your dog’s mood to match yours. You can be kind or cruel, or both by turns. You are not alone when you are with a dog, but you will never be contradicted or criticized. Your consciousness stands unchallenged.
Reading biographies is a bit like owning a dog. Or rather, it’s a bit like being a dog. Especially with autobiographies. In this case you, as the reader, are on the silent, receiving end in the relationship. You attach yourself to the master personality, you share its emotions, experience what feels to you like a kind of companionship—but the dialog is strictly one-way. You can’t participate in the action the way a dog can, but you can understand more. You know you don’t have to love the subject/author, but most of the time, you sort of do, because you’re traveling along with him or her, silent and constant.
If you’re the kind of person who mostly reads to gain information or to learn as much about the world as possible, My Struggle might not be the right book for you, because Knausgaard has not had an especially eventful life. He’s in his mid 40s, and I don’t think he’s ever lived outside of Scandinavia—I can’t be entirely sure, because I’ve only read volume one so far. He’s been married twice, has three kids, and hasn’t done anything else worthy of note other than to write books.
So why am I so completely hooked? I think it’s because Knausgaard’s life harmonizes with mine—his circumstances, his attitudes, his fears, his talents, and his faults—all are comparable to mine. Comparable in the literal sense of “capable of being compared.” (“His talents?” you say? “What have you written, sir, other than this blog? “Nothing much. But a failed talent is a talent nonetheless. A little more intelligence, a little more dedication, a little more spiritual depth, and who knows?—you could be reading my autobiographical saga.)
Volume Two will be out in paperback in a few weeks, and I’ll be reporting back after I read it.
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